Anxiety levels: Defcon 1?

I'm currently in fear for tomorrow as I have my french speaking exam and I haven't memorised any of it and I'm probably going to screw it up? Great....

My french teacher on the other hand thinks I'll do splendidly well and I have no need to worry! easy for her to say, she's fluent in french -_-

short one today guys, cause I'm in a ranting mood but don't have the time

over and out;)xxxxxx<3

Boyfriend!!!<3

That's right folks, I've got a boyfriend:D and to be perfectly honest with you, he's amazing:') <3 (and gorgeous, just saying)

He's called Finn and he doesn't actually attend the same school as me, which has its massive downside but small upside-

Downside: we cant see each other all the time, only at weekends and the bus (sorry Finn, "peasant wagon") is at stupid times for me to catch it into town:( but neverless, i'll catch it:)

Upside: when you both attend the same school rumours are spread, people get involved, it gets messy and you eventually break up:( if you take those factors away, nothing (in theory) can go wrong:D

He has an IQ of 151 (he enjoys telling everyone he meets about that and I'm sure he'd bring it up in every conversation if he could xD) which means my boyfriend is the ultimate nerd;) can't go wrong with that can I?

We're into an abundance of the same stuff: films; TV shows; music etc...which I think makes the relationship that little bit more awesome:)

If you're reading this Finn, I'm sure you're checking or spelling and grammatical mistakes, which I can assure you there will probably be plenty of them:P I apologise in advance as I'm using my phone to write this;) hahaha, we're such nerds;D

Oh and by the way guys - happy easter!!! :D

Over and out;)xxxxxx<3

Chilling in IT like a boss;)

Well today is the last day of the easter term and it's second lesson on a friday so I'm currently in IT with Sammy and Ruby. At the moment their spamming my previous posts with awkward comments which I'll have the pleasant task of reading later -_- greeeaat...thanks guys.

In wedding land, the bridesmaid dress that i posted is no longer the one im actually going to wear, theres another dress on the website that looks better (still yellow though) and their getting hand made by a member of the family. It'e knee length at the front and hits the the floor at the back, empire line with a straight hemline and one small strap that goes over my left shoulder. My hair's going to be pulled over to one side, with a grip on the other. That's instead if a tiara or a wedding style head band, because if you wear a headband/tiara you can litrally feel it sqeezing your brain cells out, so that option was rightfully overlooked.

I have a French Speaing exam coming up when I get back after easter, so that should be a bundle of laughs :/ I have a feeling I'm going to possibly fail? I hate speaking exams, but this is in another language, just to top it all off! I really Can't wait until the end of next year, then I can leave and no more exams for me:D

Going to give a shout out to Sammy and Ruby, as at the moment their on a slogon maker and typing in our names and were laughing our heads off at the stuff that comes up :P seriously hilarious stuff, clearly no productive work is happening here ;D

oh, and happy easter:) <3

over and out;)xxxxxx<3

Its been a while....

Hey:) ino its a been a while...id say bout 3 maybe 4 months? Mmm awkward:/
A few things have happened since my last post. I got a boyfriend during the week of my last blog:) it only lasted 6 weeks but were still good friends, which is always a bonus:) ive realised who im madly in love with but cant do anything about coz id be naive to think that he likes me in that way:/ sounds extremely childish but at 15, im still aloud;)

my mum has a boyfriend!!! and my dads marrying carole!!! very HUGE bits of news from both sides of the parental grid xD I also found out im going to be a bridesmaid for them!! My dress looks GORGEOUS!!! not even jokin, its lovely:D its daffodil yellow, which scares me slightly coz im ginger? Quite certain I dont own anything yellow to test if it looks okay:P im sure it'll be simply gorgeous tho;)
im gonna put a picture of the dress from the website on here:')

Carrie and jonathon from next door (oh yeah, we moved into sue's house coz she moved in with her boyfriend in northallerton and needed a tennant) are getting married as well this year, in october:)
this years deffinately gonna be a busy one: dads 40 this year, (pahahahaha;)) dad and caroles weddin in june, im 16 this year!!!!!! And carrie and jonnathan are gettin married in october;)

other stuff that happened: There was also christmas obviously, which was fabulous because on top of all the arty stuff I got, the make up, the music, the jewelry, the perfume, the massive amount of chocolate/sweets and a pair of Monster pj's (from the muppets?) I also got an .......XBOX 360 WITH THE KINECT!!!!!!! Hehehehehe:') its amazing, I cant describe how awesome it is to say "I have an xbox" haha im easily pleased;)
from my dad and everyone I got a £100 voucher for miss selfridges (omg! xD) a £100 voucher for Cult (omgomgomg!) A diamond ring, some smellies and a selection box:) to spend my money, me and my friend ruby went to york on the train and I bought a superdry coat (£85??!!) And a new outfit for lizzies party:D happy spending:P

Thats bout it really;) if theres anything else im sure i'll write a new post:) p.s. new year was good fun, I went to the shakespeare pub in hedon where my aunty soo works.(the boss lets me in even tho im under 18:P)

Hahahaa I think thats it now xD

Over and out;)xxxxxxx<3

Half term:)

So we broke up for half term on friday and dad came to pick me ul and take him to his and Carole's house.(its actually Carole's house) and im staying there from friday till tuesday and then were going to Scotland:D im so excited!!!!!!!

Short one today go folks, im a bit tired:/

Over and out;) xxxxxx<3

Hull fair :D

Hull fair starts this week!!!!! Cant wait:D im going with abbie, danielle, sammy, elliot (i hope) and lizzie:) were all gettin the bus there but gettin our own way back. Im sleeping over at abbies anyway so that'll be easier:P danielles sleeping over as well which should be great fun!!! I just hope I can afford it:L

Over and out;)xxxxxx<3

Awesome!!!

My birthday was awesome!!! Thankyou everyone who wrote on my wall on facebook and sent me birthday messages!!!! Thanks to people who bought me prezzies;) a BIG thankyou to my mum for my lovely dress and stuff and for feedin my friends on wednesday when the raided the house;) wednesday night was class!! Pozition with emily, ruby, george, josh, hannah and chloe:D thanks for comin guys!! And thanx for the offer of carrying me across the car park and then laughin at me when I fell UNDER the barrier:D xxxxxxxxxxxx

Over and out;) xxxxxxx<3

Birthday(2)

Before I start rambling on, id just like to say sorry for my spelling mistakes and repetativeness for some words in my last blog, I posted it late and I was very tired by that point:)

Anywaaaay.... Birthday plans are made, sleeping arrangements are in place, people are coming to the party (always helps:/) and there are only a few glitches that I know about but knowing my luck, more will most likely occure:/ im just that fortunate;)
In other news, I miss read bad timing of online intervals for lack of communication due to an undiscovered problem that may or may not have happened. It turns out it was the "may have not" side and all is good with bf:D i dont think I could have been anymore of worrier the past week, im still astonished that my friends didnt try to kill me, just so id calm down;) I really did think that id done something to upset elliot and he was just ignoring me, when in actual fact, he'd been trying to get in touch all week! Im a nutcase;) xxxxx
Also, the girl who invited herself, very kindly refused her own offer of turning up with a reason (which she told my friend) of "i dont think i'll bother"
Well thats very kind of you, thankyou for so willingly accepting an non-existant invitation, then turning it down so politely, yeah cheers:/ much obliged:P

Over and out;)xxxxxx<3

Birthday;)

Its 7days till my birthday today and im extremley excited! The plan is to go to this club in town called Pozition with a few of my mates but some cant come coz of parents and others I dont actually want to come but unfortunatly SOME people talked about it in front of her and now shes invited herself:/ which us extremly rude if you if you ask me! I really need to sort everything out dont I?????

Over and out;)xxxxxx<3

Ive finished:(

Its official, ive finished readin Skulduggery Pleasant 6 - Death Bringer and it was...AWESOME!!!!! Words cant actually describe how amazing the book was:D the fight scenes were class, and as usual the humour was hilarious;)

Now I have to wait till march for the novellette that Derek is bringing out for world book day and then in september for the next actual book:( its the waiting thats always the worst, the anxiety of it all.
Although it could be worse, that could have been the last book that hes bringing out and think then id cry:'( yes folks, im THAT obsessed:/

Over and out;)xxxxxx<3